Not Much Goin On

its been awhile since i last posted! its a month and a half into my break... hehe been alright i guess.. not stressing too much... taking a nite course... applying for jobs... playing sports... i got accepted into winsdor... havent heard from waterloo or york yet! still early i guess?!?! hehe.. well tonite went to the last nite for the sr. tc... its was pretty good... i liked it! i got to see ppl that i havent seen in awhile... wat was amazing bout it... was seeing God work thru ppl... despite there not being as many ppl compared to other years but you could jus feel the vibe in the sanctuary! hehe... its was AWESOME! hehe.. i was only there for three hours too... jus imagine how it was thru out the entire day! hehe... crazy how God works! hehe well theres other things but me gettin tired and gotta get ready for tmr! goin up to loo! =)

Valentine's Day

today has been such a poo-ie day... vday is such an overrated holiday! despite the fact that i actually have a valentine this year... i dunno its jus SO pointless... why set a specific day to celebrate your feelings for someone, when you SHOULD be doing it everyday all year round! anyways thats my two cents on vday =p i dunno today has jus been so.... blah! got upset at justin cus of something he said that kinda surprised me and i dunno! jus something that i wouldnt have expect n e one to say... like i know hes upset that theres the possible chance that we might not see each other next week... but jus gotta deal right?! more to it than that but yeah... so that was bumming me out today! saw one of my friends from elementary school! and met her bf... heheh theyre so cute! anyways after that i went to volleyball... it was lots of fun! i did better today compared to last week! hehhe... i actually worked up a sweat and i wasnt as cold... heheh... last week was sooo cold in the gym... but its gettin better! hehe cant wait til next week to play! afterwards talked to ppl for a bit then drove home! now here... relaxing

Ubber Sore

its been a bit since i last posted... well im done school now and looking for a job! gonna take one nite school course bout it... jus enjoying my time off of school at the moment... other than that not much has happened! missin justin... hes in loo studying for misterms with now... wont see him for another couple of weeks! cant wait! n e ways... yesturday i went to play vball at church... it was a lot of fun! but now im sooo sore! thighs and butt are ubber sore... so diffcult to go up and down the stairs... and even sitting down hurts! wow... thats SO sad! and then my arms... wow! left forearm looks like im a crack addict... lol... IM NOT! heheh REALLY im not! its from the bumping and it was cold in the gym and i didnt stretch! yeah its bursed! theres little dots and looks like its from a needle! hehe and then my right forearm is jus bursed and super sore! like i mean sore... cant put pressure on it! *sigh* after going, it made me realise how out of shape i am... heheh but i shall continue to go... well hopefully dependin on job and stuff when i get one... but for now im goin! hehe ... thats bout it for now i guess

Its Been One Month!

well today is my one month with my bf... really weird but in a good way! its been a good one month... we've had ups and downs but overall its been worth it! its been weird cus jus not use to this whole thing but so far its been great! hehe... kinda sucks that we dun get to spend it together but jus something gotta deal with... thats wat we get for being in a long d relationship! but its an experience in itself! i'll see him soon so its all good... hehe =) happy one month!

Sick at Home

ended up not goin to school today cus i wasnt feeling all that well... even tho i shoulda went cus finals are coming up and all but i know wat needs to be done! have all my stuff with me so all good, jus gotta do the work this weekend which i plan to do!

kinda glad that i stayed home today, i got to catch up on some readin... im readin "boy meets girl" by joshua harris... it isnt that bad of a book! i found that it brings up a lot of points of reminder. the points that he brought up were a very good reminder of how we as Christians should trust in God when it to our future partner. i dunno i guess it was jus awesome to see how God works in our lives when we least expect it! Thanx Father for all that you've done for us! =) well... still not finished the book yet so dunno everything that the author has written!

anyways found out my bro got me soulcalibor 3 =D cant wait to play! hehe probably bring it up to loo when i go! it'll be fun to play! hehe... cant wait to make my own characters... that'll be fun! =) if i play again j.l. wonder whos gonna win?! lol ;) jks!

Dunno Wat To Call This

everythings been ok for me i guess... exams are coming up so gotta study, but other than been alright... but i dunno at the same time..
him and i jus have been goin up and down i guess... hes kinda bummed and ive been trying to help him get thru it, but jus doesnt seem to be helping and i dunno wat to do! everything i tell him is the same thing over and over again... and i jus dunno n e more! i worri bout him and jus dun like to see him beating himself up!... jus wish that he could see the things that i see in him!

God, i jus pray that you help him get thru this! help see the gifts that you've placed in him and the path that youre leading him in. I pray that you'll guide him in his journey with you and become a stronger person b/c of all of this! be with him Lord. thank you for all that you've done! in your name, Amen.

"I'm not goin anywhere."

Lots Have Happened

been awhile since i last made an entry... lets see... schools almost done for me, less than a month to go... went on a retreat over the break with my church fellowship, that was sooo much fun! bonded with a lot of ppl which was pretty cool! got to hang out with friends and my bf... hehe so weird... anyways yeah it was official couple of weeks ago... applied for uni... thats bout it for me...

spiritaully im doin better... which is good... glad that im back on track again =) God has been soo wonderful!

oh got a new cell #... so jus ask for it